LESSONS & BLESSINGS: Once a Cheater, Always a Cheater??
I met this beautiful Goddess years before my human avatar was ready to receive her, but my Ego couldn't allow this Gem to roam free of my last name, any longer. So, I did what a lot of other humans would have done in this situation. I gave her my words, my time, and my love. All while keeping the biggest secret that ended up destroying my very foundation. Selfishly, I opened up one door without properly closing the other. Even though that painted me in the worse light possible, I knew it was necessary for me to experience so I could learn the lessons that I needed before I stepped into my own greatness. In order to truly heal from this misstep I had to swallow my pride and face my fear to enter the dark side of the moon, in order to see the situation with an eagle eye. I had to stare my "f*ck-up" right between the eyes to truly understand why I allowed this situation to unfold in such a way, aside from the obvious lack of courage. My answers began unfolding to me...