"The Dawn" Jean Baptiste-Bryant

I met this beautiful Goddess years before my human avatar was ready to receive her, but my Ego couldn't allow this Gem to roam free of my last name, any longer. So, I did what a lot of other humans would have done in this situation. I gave her my words, my time, and my love. All while keeping the biggest secret that ended up destroying my very foundation. Selfishly, I opened up one door without properly closing the other. Even though that painted me in the worse light possible, I knew it was necessary for me to experience so I could learn the lessons that I needed before I stepped into my own greatness. In order to truly heal from this misstep I had to swallow my pride and face my fear to enter the dark side of the moon, in order to see the situation with an eagle eye. I had to stare my "f*ck-up" right between the eyes to truly understand why I allowed this situation to unfold in such a way,  aside from the obvious lack of courage. My answers began unfolding to me...

I know I may not have the biggest platform, but I do have a voice that deserves to be heard. Before I get into the tea I must say, I am a truth seeker and I display all of my lessons, the good, the bad, and the ugly, on both my Blog and my YouTube channel for the world to see. I hold back no punches for myself, and it would be a disservice if I didn't do the same for others. I am proud to say, I am my sister's keeper. Having said that, let's poor this cup... First, I want to give a resounding kudos to Nikocado Avocado for being the only Mukbanger I have seen to publicly stand strong in his opinion of what happened between "Eat with Ego", as Nik likes to call her, and Mrs. Bethany Gaskins, "Bloveslife". We live in a world where a lot of people believe it's best to sweep issues under the rug, or keep their heads down until it blows over. What people don't understand is, by doing this, we never heal the wound properly, which means we never ...

By society's standards, I would be considered a broke ass failure. Less than $200 in savings and more bills than I care for, I am not exactly winning at the financial game. Luckily for me, I don't give a F*ck about society's standards! The past year and a half has been a complete uphill overhaul for every single fiber of my being. From leaving my secure job to shedding unnecessary debt, my logic and intuition were constantly at war. It wasn't until this year that I began seeing the beacon of light at the end of the dark ass tunnel. Not only did I embrace becoming a minimalist, I welcomed the internal restructuring of my thoughts, feelings, & actions. As I was working out the other day I journeyed into deep thought and took note of all of the internal changes I have made. Some of the things I recognized were, I no longer hit the snooze button, which subconsciously put me in control of my day. Instead of looking at social media or emails with one eye open, I u...